was i being serious?

okay so barb, my mom, just came up to me with this overwhelming sense of concern. i have been known for my ridiculously sarcastic comments about how with being the second child i am neglected; my parents love me less ect. ect. in joking of coarse but it has become more of a habit and cause for question from barb and so although i denied it all saying it was my simple sarcasm and lack of better material, i cant help but wonder whether or not i really feel that way.