No I'll eat it, I'll eat the cat poo

Okay so I have this persona when i am around a certain group of people. i feel that i should always be making them laugh by doing something stupid, let me just list off the stupid things that i ate to entertain sed people: an olive pit, a carnation, a *mandula* bead, part of a braclet, and yesterday...an entire slice of watermelon literally! but here's the thing i was wondering what would happen if one night instead of being silly eats-a-lot girl i could be the real me. The one with things to say and feelings to share. Instead of hiding behind these ridiculous stunts i wouldn't have to act but rather i would just have to be me.